Basically, the title.
Whenever I go out with friends they're always the ones getting attention (literally, every time. I wish I could say there has been an exception but there hasn't) which makes me worried that guys will never be interested in me or always pick other women instead of me. Am I not approachable? Too ugly? I'm around 5'8, thinking that could be it (intimidated by my height).
Also, I'm an at all-girls school in which there's not much opportunity (apart from some clubs, dances, etc) to interact with guys or have a boyfriend, and I also don't have social media so just not having much interaction with guys in general.
I badly want to have a boyfriend (and eventually husband and a family with kids). I also really want a soul mate. I want love. And I'm feeling so disheartened and scared that this will never happen. I don't know how to come to terms with this, as I've wanted a boyfriend/husband/family my whole life and I haven't had a high school boyfriend, and now I'm scared I won't have one in the future.
It also doesn't help that older people in my family (20s-50s) are struggling with dating as well.
Does anyone have any tips (where to meet boyfriend/husband) or advice?